this is the last time

Just 1 short entry before I go back to my rendezvous with Miss Pgeog.

My sister came back from her wallaby in Australia. Don't ask me what a wallaby is, I didn't ask, I never ask any of my family members about their careers. Up till now, I don't even know which army camp my sister works in.. Anyway she bought me a nice big Billabong bag and a huge luggage bag of chocolates. I better not eat too much of the chocolates in case I fall sick again. Say hi to me if you see me in school yea? I will offer you something. (: She bought me a tie too. She supposedly went to some big fashion shop in Aus and asked a pretty prominent local designer about what tie colour I should match my prom shirt with. So she bought me this dark-coloured tie through his recommendation.. which I don't think fits my prom shirt colour at all. Oh well, I will just wear it on prom night to avoid disappointing her.

Revision is coming to a standstill, it's getting draggy and I can't wait for it to be over. I know I am gonna disappoint myself when the results come back, I know I will tell myself on that day how much better I could, and should, have done. I know I will regret when that day comes, but like everyone else, I just can't be bothered about that now.

I told Daryl before, if you had asked me just before I came Pioneer what I expected to get for A levels, the thought of anything less than straight A's would have been ludicrous. But the swagger, or arrogance you may call, is completely gone. I haven't been competitive in my studies for a very long time, especially after I left Hwa Chong. Too many a times I lose to someone in a particular subject, and I am just happy for him/her, and too lazy to play catch up anymore. Motivation seems to be particularly bleak this year, even worse than in J1.

I know you will be very happy when you thrash me on that day, Er Jun Yao. Congratulations.

But I don't care, really. (:





Meanwhile, work hard everyone!

And good luck to you. Work hard! (: