Sisyphus is not a myth.

Ok the holidays are here. (: Lets make a checklist of what to do in the holidays.

1. Study Econs.
2. Study Geog.
3. Study Lit
4. Study Maths.
5. Panic about A levels.

Sounds like a good holiday to me :D Haven't started on any work yet (there's always tomorrow) but I have to admit everyone being so hardworking is really making me kind of scared. By everyone, I mean the girls, not the guys in A01 cause the other guys are mostly even more slack than me.

Sometimes we are trapped in a cycle where we go round and round. We don't know what we are doing, why we are doing certain things and what we expect to get out of doing those things. It's a vicious cycle, we often end up giving up halfway on that journey. We don't realise our potential, and merely grumble at the difficulty of completing the journey, about the fatigue, about the futility of it all.

It helps when there are people around us, who accompanies us along on the journey and we start finding out the journey we are undertaking is not that tiring after all, and the destination at the end of the journey would bring us greater pleasure than ever before told.

Did you know about the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobic!

Haha I am tired, but I really wanna bitch about college day rehearsal! They asked us to gather in the hall at 4 pm, so I left my CCA at 4 pm to head over to the hall. Talking about CCA, I am gonna sidetrack first. Even thouh I keep saying I got sick of TKD, today was my last day as vice president, and I suddenly felt quite a sense of attachment to the club today! Haha, like they said, you treasure things more when they are gone, same goes with my post. But I have stepped down, and good luck to the future exco! (:

Back to college day, so we gathered at 4 pm, and waited, and waited, and waited, and it still didn't start! I had a short nap and woke at like 5 pm, and they were still clearing the hall and preparing for the rehearsal. Oh gosh, what was the point of calling us in so early? So we were just sitting down on the floor doing nothing for 1 hour. Then at 5 pm, we finally had chairs, and we all sat down, and the rehearsal wouldn't start for another hour. I had another nap till like 6 pm, and it wasn't even our turn yet.

The whole thing ended at near 8 pm, I think Julia, Lingxin, Weiliang, Tricia, Bazilah, Nadiah, Valerie must have been so pissed by then, I was! Haha!

Anyway I was bored and I went to phobialist.com to read, haha you can guess how funny some terms are really!

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia - ironically the term for the fear of long words.
Arachibutyrophobia - Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth LOL
Cathisophobia - Fear of sitting (Haha imagine someone standing up for his whole life)
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school (SQ says hi)
Gynophobia - Fear of women (Dino says hi)
Geumophobia - Fear of tasting. Lol!
Ithyphallophobia - Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect male sex organ (Lol guys who have this is epic fail)
Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection
Pantophobia - Fear of everything
Phonophobia- Fear of one's own voice (Dino should fear this, I can't stand his voice)
Pocrescophobia - Fear of gaining weight (I really should fear this to stop growing fatter, same to you Mr Sas -.-)
Scoptophobia - Fear of being seen
Somniphobia - Fear of sleeping
Vestiphobiav- Fear of clothing (oooooo)

Haha, so funny right!

I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

Lifehouse and Jason Wade is uber fantastic!

don't it feel like sunshine after all

It's 4.30 am now and I am still awake. Lol. Don't feel like sleeping. And it's raining cats and dogs outside. I love this kind of weather. Guess I should go sleep soon since the weather is so cooling now and so that I wouldn't be waking up at 2 pm tomorrow afternoon.

Was just looking through my primary school pictures. Haha, you can't imagine how dumb I looked when I was in like, primary 3. Short hair high socks and a bewildered expression whenever a teacher asks me a question. Hahaha. Oh well, I think I better get to sleep, need to revise Geography tomorrow.

Anyway.. I just wanna post a shoutout to J.

Haha thanks, you really brighten my day.

PS. I am not as pessimistic as you think, heh.

Mr Sas,

Please stay ):

so much to say, no words to convey

//

chasing shadows forever

I'd rather chase your shadow all my life, than be afraid of my own. I'd rather be with you, I'd rather not know, where i'll be than be alone and convinced that i know. And the world keeps spinning round, and my world's upside down but I wouldn't change a thing. I've got nothing else to lose; I lost it all when i found you but I wouldn't change a thing, you and I wouldn't change a thing. Everything I know has let me down, so i will just let go, let you turn me inside out, cause i know i'm not sure about anything at all but you wouldn't have it any other way.

Sigh.